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A very old and wise woman reminded me yesterday that every day is a gift – so put an ef’ing bow on it! Okay…maybe she’s not THAT old but she is pretty darn savy none the less. And she is 100% correct! There I said it! Lori Westmoreland is RIGHT as rain!
Size cannot be a determining factor in dressing up your day and enjoying the moment. We live in the NOW, not tomorrow or next week or next month. And yeah – it’s great if you lose 10 lbs next month and you can wear those OTHER jeans but not having lost it TODAY should not keep you from living life to the max and making the best of what God gave you.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And if you aren’t BEHOLDEN your own beauty in the mirror then shame on you! SIZE is not the issue. SELF ESTEEM is the issue. So as Lori says – “Go get your toes done – you’ll feel better”. She has a point. DO something for yourself that makes you feel beautiful. Stop hiding behind the mental image of how you think you should look and LIVE today. Stop dreaming about that “Coming out” party your gonna throw for yourself when you weight 100 lbs less. Come out NOW! Walk the red carpet TODAY! Life is a gift and so am I. Don’t love me for just who I am on the inside of the box. Don’t love me “inspite” of my size. Love me….. gift wrapped, bow and all. SELF ESTEEM….It’s sexier than SIZE!
I love each and every one of you
Juliana
Diary of a MAD * FAT * WOMAN..... 
Right ON!…….Too many people are wrapped up in others looks and their own vanity. In my opinion, These are superficial people who will more than likely not find real happiness because no matter what you do, looks fade and you are only left with what kind of person you are and have been on the inside. This is what dictates who you are and what you have to offer and the legacy we all will leave behind. When my day on earth comes to an end, I don’t want someone to say……She sure was a selfish bitch but in her youth, she sure was pretty. WTF?
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